After the second half of last month and the first half of this month, poker is testing my mental. I just cannot get anything going...every bluff gets picked off, card dead, coolers, set ups, and when i do get a monster the maniacs im playing snap fold...feels great. So far this month i have played 173 games with a -3% roi, which a big difference from my usual 10-11%...i feel i have dealt with this run OK, not great or as well as i would like to be dealing with it. I have tilted off a few buyins here and there, berated a decent amount, and feel i have went into auto pilot mode some of the times, which is not good in hu. I have also let this bad run kind of put me in a bad mood outside of poker as well...i need to work on this...it doesnt happen too often, but i need to figure out how to control this better, so that im not constantly thinking about my recent results...because right now my confidence is close to being completely shot...
Anyway im setting a goal to not berate a single time the rest of the month...in reality me berating a fish and having them not respond just tilts me more, and its just stupid to do...like say after going off on a fish for making several bad plays..and i somehow end up winning and they type GG...it just makes me feel like shit knowing that they are down 20k, i just talked shit on them, they lost and still say gg...not cool, very unprofessional, and i need to fix this...other than that i would be happy with any profit this month...i guess on a positive note im on track for platinum star for the 2nd month in a row, so i guess that is a goal as well....
Time to turn this around..heres my June graph:
GL
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